This time is not easy for me. I hurt a great deal. I really hope that I'm not a burden to you. I call you friends because it helps to talk to people that care and I know you care. Please don't hide what you feel from me because you might say something that may make me sad. I don't want to chase you away. I fear that. I think of the past. I am so grateful for your prayers and for your ear. I feel your love. I will not give up, this I promise you. Sometimes I feel like giving up, but I give you my word. I am afraid that you will get tired of me, and say forget it, I 've got my own life. Don't bother me so much. Please don't give up on me, you might get frustrated, but please don't give up on me. I'm doing the best I can, even though that might not mean much right now. At least I am aware of God's presence and I am content on the knowledge of this fact. I am leaning on Him more than you think I am. I have been gently reminded of that. He is my source of strength. You, my friends, have told me that God has put friends that I can lean on in my life and they won't turn away no matter what goes on, but I still get frightened. I want good boundaries. That is very important to me and to you good people. Trust is the key and faithfulness is too. To my friends, please don't give up on me.
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