All my life I have long for someone, someone to share my feelings with. I mean really share my feelings. Someone I can be totally myself with. Someone I don't have to be afraid of leaving and losing contact with. They always tell me friends come and go, sometimes without saying why. How true friends come and go, but I often tell myself, when will I find an everlasting friend? Someone who will always be here, even if they're halfway around the world, they're there for me. Well, I found somebody. Someone who I can talk to even about silly things that are upsetting me and she'll listen and understand most of the time. I had to learn that she really cares, that she loves me no matter what. She trusts me. I trust her. I have cried in front of her. She'd cried in front of me. She knows I have insecurities and she understands. I'm learning that I am secure with her as my friend and she is patient with me. I am patient with her. We have the space we need. Sometimes, I messed up with that and she gently reminds me. Sometimes, I remind myself and back away a little. We always come back together stronger. Does she know how lucky I am to have her in my life? We have something that we do together and that's our special time. Sometimes we steal time for each other even if it's just five minutes. Why is it that she is so kind and giving? She gives like no one else does. She gives in her own way. Don't mistake me. She's not perfect, no one's perfect, I just have a very special place in my heart for her. I pray I never hurt her. If I do, I hope I would have her forgiveness. She's not a huggy person, but when she smiles at me, she hugs my heart, and when she does hugs me, I feel hugged all day long. When she says I love you, I feel extra special cause she loves me as much as I love her. I love my friend.
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