Trying To Rely On God

Right now I am trying my hardest to rely on God. This 
really is not easy at this time and space. Although I don't
feel like He loves me, I know He does. I know He wants the
best for me, but the best is not so clear for me. I walk
around with a heavy heart that doesn't seems to heal. Don't
give up I tell myself all the time, don't give up. Cry out His
name, hope in His name, He hears you and He will help you.
Know that He is your strength even though you can't feel
it. He is your comfort, seek His face. He loves you very much,
and He is there for you. He will stand by you. Trust and rely
on God, at least try to.