It takes a long time to trust people. Even if they are friendly and kind. I get afraid if something goes wrong or if I mess up, they'll turn and walk away. It's too much for them and my heart is broken. I never said I was perfect. They can be so loving and still I get frightened. A few of my friends in my life that I have bonded with know that about me. They hung in there with me when I got nervous. They have thought that I was worth it. They understood, even if they didn't, they were still around. They wanted to learn. They grew to love me deeply and how they cared. I can remember when I knew I could completely trust someone. I felt the greatest feeling of peace. It was if God was telling me that it was His will that this someone was in my life. He, Himself gave them to me and me to them. The friends that I can trust know my fears, they know what I am all about. They trust me in return.
Thank
God
For
honest
friends!
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