Worries, what a pain they are. Worries cause great anxiety for me. They keep me up at night. I turn them over all the time, but as soon as I do that I take them back. I cry real loud to God for help cause the pain is so unreal. I can't keep them to myself because that means isolation and isolation causes sickness. So I can't do that. I won't do that! I know where it almost got me once and I swore I'd never do that again. No way in hell! Besides, God promises me He'd help me before that would happen. Why can't I accept me for who I am? Why worry about what other people think of me either, including those that love me the most? If I think people are angry at things I say and do, I worry about it. Usually, I'm way off base and they're not angry at all. If they are, it's usually a small thing that can be worked out right away and so easily. I'm not a bad person I tell myself and other people know and believe that too. My friends think I am a beautiful person. So why can't I believe it? God loves me, so why can't I love me? Leave the past in the past, the future will come soon enough! I am not in this fight alone. God is right beside me holding my hand. And my friends, my true friends are with me no matter what. Why worry about situations that already happened and have been dealt with? These situations all have been worked on and with good results. Trust in God. I've got to trust Him, He will not let me down, never will He turn away. Oh, help me to trust You completely! You gave me friends I can trust and believe in. Help me to trust and believe in me. I want to love me as much as I love You Lord and as much as I love my friends. I do love You, Father, very much! No more worries!
Cast all your cares on Him,
for He cares for you.
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