Frustration is settling in and heartbreak is too. I know why I need a feeding tube. To stay healthy and alive. On the other hand, I do not understand. I don't understand God's way in this. I aspirate my food and liquids, meaning that my food and my drinks goes into my lungs and that is dangerous. This is not fair. Looking back, I have always cough when ate since I was a child, and I have been able to compensate until I was in my 40's. Why God, why me? Why do I need to struggle with this? Please let me know. I know I will have a new body someday in Heaven, but why do I have to wait? This is a painful struggle that I need to face. Please don't let me go at it alone.
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