Why?

Oh Heavenly Father, why is it that You should bless me with so many blessings lately? What did I ever do to deserve these blessings? I am so humbled at what I have seen. Why? Why is it that after a long troubling journey, You should bring me such gifts of love and mercy? Please tell me why after You tell me there is another rough road I must go down, You gently tell me that You'll keep me safe? I am not afraid of that road cause You've given me peace by my knowing of Your promise to keep me safe. I am just a lowly sinner in this life which You have chosen to give me. I kneel down at the feet of Your cross and pray. I have done wrong, but You continue to show me mercy. You hug me throughout the day and ever walk beside me cheering me on. Whenever I feel like I am going backwards, You softly whisper that it's all right and to keep going. You allow me to play and be loving without fear. You give me strength and wisdom to be there for my friends just like they've been there for me. Oh how I love to share my faith in You with other people and friends. I am cautious of how much I love them, but somehow You show me the way. Lead me Father, for it is impossible for me to do it without You. Why all this goodness? Why?